Am I the BIGGEST LOSER EVER? I'm going into depression. Plz help!?

You sound affected and your words come with pain on a normal person like me. Dear do not think it that way don't judge yourself on what you attain or loose in life. in all these God has got a better plan for you. You are also still too young to think that way when it comes to girlfriends and the like. I thought you are over thirty to feel this way. Everything is o.k Having attachments like lovers at your age would affect your studies. It was also more better for you to sit your exam than the state champs. The other reason of your Sir thinking of you as a crap is your own judgement all together. I was once a school girls high school girl and also a college lady and thought of such like persons as enemies only to realise later after education that they only wish us for the best